Hi.
I feel really, really sad right now.
And by the time you're reading this, it'll already be 2009.
I loved this year, I really did.
It brought me so much things and I just can't handle the thought it's going away.
I really hated the school year, but everything outside of it was just INSANELY AMAZING.
I wanted to do it justice by ending this year's blog with a BANG.
I don't see how I can but I really wanted to share with you something I wrote for the holidays, especially this year's.
I hope you like it and do comment; I'd really appreciate it.
Holidays In The Sun And Rain
It took me a decade and six years to figure out
It took me two sleepless nights
And five cans of ginger beer to finally think about
The end and when it comes and how it goes
When will I ever
Ever get to see you stay
When the night falls and takes away the light of day
When we stumble down to make our way
Up and down the country
Like my grades in school
You know how hot it can be but you think this is cool
Can a D60 capture every tear
Every year
There will be some place to be
There will be some things to come and go
Please, don't go
Never start what you don't want to end
Like being on an endless road
You might not get to see your friends
But I savor every moment
In my heart I feel afraid
I don't ever want this moment to go away
Buy me a T-shirt
I'd like to see how it fits
Can you fix me a chocolate shake
I need my medicine
So long
Goodbye
I don't think I'll miss you enough
But I know I'll never see you stay
Let my hug bring you through all your sorrow
Let my sorrow loosen your hug
No, I don't want to say tomorrow
Because with every dawn of a new day
Marks the end of one
And with that erases every memory we had to share
Never start what you don't want to end
Like being on an endless road
You might not get to see your friends
But I savor every moment
In my heart I feel afraid
Because I fear this moment would go away
Will it be better or will it be worse
Next year
Can I know how good it'll feel to see me empty my wallet
Or my mother's purse
First, there was the day when all was dark
But I know
I know
I know how I'd feel when everything falls apart
Never start what you don't want to end
Like being on an endless road
You might not get to see your friends
But I savor every moment
In my heart I feel afraid
Because I fear this moment would go away
Via a cellphone I react to a feeling
In the moonlit night
I felt a sadness creeping
Keep me from myself
I live a life of terror
If I were lost or insecure
I wouldn't even know if I were a him or a her
©Ahmad Firdaus Yosman, 2008
Goodbye 2008, hello 2009.
Oh, and not to forget.
Here's a shout-out to two people whose birthday is tomorrow.
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Ahmad Fariq bin Yosman
I know you're a pain in the ass sometimes, most of the times, actually, but hey, if it weren't for you I wouldn't be as miserable as I am right now.
It's ok, I like it.
Happy Birthday, Budak.
Hope you grow up someday.
Nurfarrahana Zain
Yeah, sorry I don't have a picture of you and that I only wrote YOUR name but hey, Happy Birthday, Farra.
You look really different.
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There's something about a year that you'll always remember it by; I'll remember this one by how I just realized that.
And by the time you're reading this, it'll already be 2009.
I loved this year, I really did.
It brought me so much things and I just can't handle the thought it's going away.
I really hated the school year, but everything outside of it was just INSANELY AMAZING.
I wanted to do it justice by ending this year's blog with a BANG.
I don't see how I can but I really wanted to share with you something I wrote for the holidays, especially this year's.
I hope you like it and do comment; I'd really appreciate it.
Holidays In The Sun And Rain
It took me a decade and six years to figure out
It took me two sleepless nights
And five cans of ginger beer to finally think about
The end and when it comes and how it goes
When will I ever
Ever get to see you stay
When the night falls and takes away the light of day
When we stumble down to make our way
Up and down the country
Like my grades in school
You know how hot it can be but you think this is cool
Can a D60 capture every tear
Every year
There will be some place to be
There will be some things to come and go
Please, don't go
Never start what you don't want to end
Like being on an endless road
You might not get to see your friends
But I savor every moment
In my heart I feel afraid
I don't ever want this moment to go away
Buy me a T-shirt
I'd like to see how it fits
Can you fix me a chocolate shake
I need my medicine
So long
Goodbye
I don't think I'll miss you enough
But I know I'll never see you stay
Let my hug bring you through all your sorrow
Let my sorrow loosen your hug
No, I don't want to say tomorrow
Because with every dawn of a new day
Marks the end of one
And with that erases every memory we had to share
Never start what you don't want to end
Like being on an endless road
You might not get to see your friends
But I savor every moment
In my heart I feel afraid
Because I fear this moment would go away
Will it be better or will it be worse
Next year
Can I know how good it'll feel to see me empty my wallet
Or my mother's purse
First, there was the day when all was dark
But I know
I know
I know how I'd feel when everything falls apart
Never start what you don't want to end
Like being on an endless road
You might not get to see your friends
But I savor every moment
In my heart I feel afraid
Because I fear this moment would go away
Via a cellphone I react to a feeling
In the moonlit night
I felt a sadness creeping
Keep me from myself
I live a life of terror
If I were lost or insecure
I wouldn't even know if I were a him or a her
©Ahmad Firdaus Yosman, 2008
Goodbye 2008, hello 2009.
Oh, and not to forget.
Here's a shout-out to two people whose birthday is tomorrow.
*************************************************************************************
Ahmad Fariq bin Yosman
I know you're a pain in the ass sometimes, most of the times, actually, but hey, if it weren't for you I wouldn't be as miserable as I am right now.
It's ok, I like it.
Happy Birthday, Budak.
Hope you grow up someday.
Nurfarrahana Zain
Yeah, sorry I don't have a picture of you and that I only wrote YOUR name but hey, Happy Birthday, Farra.
You look really different.
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