2009...

Hi.
The post today will summarize everything that happened in 2008, I hope.
Ok, well, ALMOST everything.
I mean, I don't remember everything, right?
Tomorrow's post will feature something special that I'll share but you'll have to wait for tomorrow's post to know what it is.
Well then, here goes.
2008 was/is an AWESOME year for me.
Some highlights are as follows:

1. I learned a hell of a lot of things.
2. I write better and with more sense.
3. I now know how to be confident with myself.
4. I now know how to be a very bad guy.
5. I now know how to talk to girls ... online.
6. I have had more practice in playing the guitar.
7. I am closer to my cousins that are now known as THE COOL COUSINS (Nana, Rain, Azri, Farhan and myself).
8. I've finally thrown away some of my shyness and am more prone to tell jokes that make SENSE and that are FUNNY enough to laugh at.
9. I now know how to humiliate myself and feel good about it.
10. I am one year closer to my drive's license.
11. I got to spend a lot of money, energy and time with my truly beloved family.
12. I got to add more CDs to my collection.
13. I finally know how to express my feelings.
14. Girls look at me now; and not in disgust.
15. I got more respect from my classmates.
16. I lost weight.
17. I gained height.
18. I gained popularity, I think.
19. I like to think that I gained friends, too, but I'm really not sure.
20. I got to spend my school holidays in a very NOT BORING way.
21. I finally realized how much I love shopping.
22. Liverpool FC going top of the league into the new year.
23. I can finally buy clothes I couldn't even fit in the past.
24. I'm a lot COOLER than I was last year.
25. I look better than I did last year.
26. A script of mine was used for a sketch.
    
27. More things are done according to my way.
28. MySpace became a better place for me this year.
29. A lot of memories I'll maybe forget, but I'll cherish every single one of them.
30. Somebody's into me.
31. People appreciate and respect me more.
    
32. I can scream, like, SCREAMO kind of scream.
    
33. The best HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI ever.
    
34. Last but not least, my first blog; NECKTIES, GIRLS, GUITARS AND A BUNCH OF EMOTIONS.

Some of the lows of 2008 are:

1. I still keep doing my bad habits.
2. I waste time that should've been used to the fullest.
3. I still don't pray all 5 prayers a day, everyday.
4. I got depressed a lot.
5. I still am.
6. I don't smile that much anymore.
7. I cut myself a lot of times.
8. People around me still think I'm perfect.
9. Expectations from everybody didn't get any lower.
10. I saw people change and do stuff they should never even do.
11. I cried a lot.
12. I was ignored a lot.
13. I was practically invisible even though I have a body the size of a refrigerator.
14. I got more sensitive.
15. I lost a lot of money.
16. I rarely remember to do stuff, mostly important ones.
17. I easily forget things.
18. 2008 won't last forever.
19. I couldn't spend more time with my cousins.
20. I always acted like a total idiot around people that I really liked.
21. I never thought twice before doing something.
22. I always thought that I never deserved to live and I still do.
23. I still don't know where I'm going or what I'll be doing in the future.
24. I wish there were more lows than highs.

Well, I figure that that's enough.
Next year, I won't be updating this blog.
I figure, that I'll be posting on this blog starting 2010, if I live that long.
I'm thinking of a new blog next year.
You just wait and see.

Oh, here is the new blog's URL:
http://suicidemonkeys-storyoftheyear.blogspot.com

Please check in for tomorrow's post here as it will be the last post of 2008.
It will be posted around 11.30 pm if nothing comes up then.
Heh.

I apologize for taking your time; mostly because I can NEVER give it back.